The Space Between

– Posted in: Autism -- The Handbook, Autism Recovery, Family, Growing Up, Holidays, Newt, Newt's Story, Parenting, Personal Insanity, Sappy Tammy, Time

I got really weepy in Costco today. Why? Because I walked by the Toy Story 3 display and saw the montage of the character "Andy" as a little kid, playing with Woody and Buzz. This made me think about the part when Andy grows up, turns into a teenager, and leaves for college. Which in [...]

Just Another Day on the High Wire

– Posted in: Autism Recovery, Chronic Pain, Crazy Tammy, Depression, Family, Grown-up Friends, Mawage, Momless, Newt's Story, Parenting, Personal Insanity

So at the risk of bringing everyone down, I'm having a rough day.  Couple of days.  Actually, make that a couple of weeks.Even if you know me personally, you most likely have no idea that I've been having a rough time.  Because that's what I do.  I just power through.  I take the kids to [...]

Thank you, Thank you, Sam-I-Am

– Posted in: Chronic Pain, Cranky Tammy, Crazy Tammy, Depression, Mouths of Babes, Newt's Story, Parenting, Personal Insanity, The Kids are Killing Me

I don't know if it's because we're coming up to the end of summer, but I've been reading a lot of blog posts about how quickly childhood slips away and how parents need to cherish every moment of it.  And I really have to say. . . it's kind of starting to piss me off.Not [...]

Cereal Killer

– Posted in: Autism Recovery, Chronic Pain, Cranky Tammy, Depression, Momless, Money, Newt's Story, Parenting, Personal Insanity, The Kids are Killing Me, Working for Pay

I've had one of those weeks where you sort of feel like a really bad traveling carnival -- the kids look at you and think you should be fun, but when in comes down to it, you're actually just a  bunch of thinly spread out rides that need paint, could breakdown at any moment, and [...]

Cool Hand Newt and Agent Elfie

– Posted in: Bright Side of Life, Bullying, Kid Friends, Mean People, Mouths of Babes, Newt's Story, Parenting, Personal Insanity

There's always something to worry about when it comes to your kids. When they're infants, it's the high fever thing. When they start moving around, you almost feel like putting them in knee pads and a crash helmet. And then when they start interacting with other kids. . . well that just makes you want [...]

The Crumb Doesn’t Fall Far from the Waffle

– Posted in: Autism -- The Handbook, Autism Recovery, Newt, Newt's Story, Parenting, Personal Insanity

I made an Eggo today, and it ended up looking like this:Possible broken toaster and my lack of cooking skills aside, the most disturbing part of this story is that I was sitting 15 feet away while my waffle was smoking and turning to charcoal, and I didn't even notice. I'm guessing this does not [...]

Death by Costco

– Posted in: First World Problems, Mawage, Money, Newt's Story, Personal Insanity, Shopping Hell, Tenzin, Working for Pay

I spent five hours in front of my computer today and walked away without accomplishing anything. Okay, that's not completely accurate or fair. I sent some emails, researched our spring break trip, and had a minor nervous breakdown because we don't have any money.Okay, so that's also not completely accurate or fair. We have money. [...]