Peeling The Onion, Part 1 — Step Away from the TV

– Posted in: Autism -- The Handbook, Autism Recovery, Newt, Newt's Story, Parenting, Personal Insanity

Some of you know that my 8-year-old son, Newt, was diagnosed with high-functioning autism/Asperger's syndrome when he was 3. He's since tested off the spectrum, and at age 6, we held our breath as he walked into 1st grade without anyone knowing his history. It's pretty much been business as usual for the last two [...]

The Space Between

– Posted in: Autism -- The Handbook, Autism Recovery, Family, Growing Up, Holidays, Newt, Newt's Story, Parenting, Personal Insanity, Sappy Tammy, Time

I got really weepy in Costco today. Why? Because I walked by the Toy Story 3 display and saw the montage of the character "Andy" as a little kid, playing with Woody and Buzz. This made me think about the part when Andy grows up, turns into a teenager, and leaves for college. Which in [...]

Just Another Day on the High Wire

– Posted in: Autism Recovery, Chronic Pain, Crazy Tammy, Depression, Family, Grown-up Friends, Mawage, Momless, Newt's Story, Parenting, Personal Insanity

So at the risk of bringing everyone down, I'm having a rough day.  Couple of days.  Actually, make that a couple of weeks.Even if you know me personally, you most likely have no idea that I've been having a rough time.  Because that's what I do.  I just power through.  I take the kids to [...]

Cereal Killer

– Posted in: Autism Recovery, Chronic Pain, Cranky Tammy, Depression, Momless, Money, Newt's Story, Parenting, Personal Insanity, The Kids are Killing Me, Working for Pay

I've had one of those weeks where you sort of feel like a really bad traveling carnival -- the kids look at you and think you should be fun, but when in comes down to it, you're actually just a  bunch of thinly spread out rides that need paint, could breakdown at any moment, and [...]

The Crumb Doesn’t Fall Far from the Waffle

– Posted in: Autism -- The Handbook, Autism Recovery, Newt, Newt's Story, Parenting, Personal Insanity

I made an Eggo today, and it ended up looking like this:Possible broken toaster and my lack of cooking skills aside, the most disturbing part of this story is that I was sitting 15 feet away while my waffle was smoking and turning to charcoal, and I didn't even notice. I'm guessing this does not [...]